My Darling Clarence, I can't believe it is a year since I last kissed you. It's been much harder than I thought it would be but I know you have been with me, helping me through every day. Thank you for Sarah, she has been my rock, my saviour you would be proud of her. Thank you for Murphy Jasmine, our way forward now. I know you were there when she was born and I know you have both met since. I promise you she will know the amazing and wonderful person you are. I hope you are having a lovely time where you are, you've taken a lot of our favourite stars with you this year, I'm sure you are the life and soul of that party. You're forever with me, wherever I'am, wherever I go. I love and miss you so much. Your Alan xxx